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If you couldn't handle it anymore, would you quit? If you were too stressed you felt everything was just not going the right way, would you stop? If you really truely loved that person, would you do it to them? If you felt you had no other choice but too, would you do it? If you knew it was going to tear them apart, but you still felt it had to be done, would you still do it? If you got to the point to where nothing was going your way, you felt trapped, suffocated, controlled and you couldn't cry but it hurt so much and you felt the only way to alleviate the pain was to hurt yourslf, would you continue? When the world that you tried so hard to hold up was crumbling down before you and it was all your fault, what would you do? You don't want to hurt the person you thought you loved, you don't want to keep living in pain, you don't want to keep hurting yourself, but in the end, its all your fault when you end up doing all three.
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This is benevolence in this problem shows the ties between the selfish and the kind.
I was once in the same predicament and I ended up hurting everyone. I don't forgive myself but it's the lil things that will get you out of those things..Just watch the lil things keep everyone going.
Very interesting nice read
i call myself selfish but they won't let me... and i keep hurting them because i dont know how to stop... i have a problem with being to nice and i sacrifice myself for eveyone's well being and it plunges me deeper. im a lost soul looking for a way that is soon never to come. >(v.v)< as i said before, why believe in god when all he does is watch while you suffer-but dont comment on that because i know people want too...
Wow!
But I can relate. While I sit there and ponder and stress over how everyone else is feeling, who the hell is thinking about me?
In many situations... not a d[x]mn person. So would i? Yes I would. No one will protect me like I can.
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It makes me think of sometimes I can be selfish and I get tired of feelig sorry for others and I need to show them the meaness in me